September 2, 2010

yes. people change

i still remember those days
that have now turned into a hay
having a friendship with you was a fate
hours did we spent together
sharing things of our mates

i liked the patience with which you used to listen me and my games
and that protective behaviour and concern towards me
caring and understanding each other was the main
as the cold winter nights turned into melting eaves
the warmth or our friendship lost in dark caves

asking my mind 'what made you change'?
but it stayed silent as the same
your impudent, implusive behaviour hurted me a lot
thinking can a person change like this was something odd
feeling frustated and disgusted
i learnt a lot from myself and my mistake

i decided no more of friendship and no more of blame
everything got strange
and i became estranged from you and your name

written by mini saraf

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kenapa manusia berubah. mungkin kerana tinggi ilmu di dada. patuh akan dosa pahala. kalau itu menjejaskan sebuah persahabatan yang dibina sekian lama. apa daya saya

noted. saya faham. mungkin kerana ada sudah ada bunga di taman jiwa awak. saya ok. kita masih boleh jadi kawan. saya manusia yang percaya akan jodoh, takdir dan ketentuan. kenapa perlu jadi sebegini

saya mahu jadi kawan awak sampai mati. kawan kepada suri awak jika dia sudi. mungkin masalah kita saya perempuan dan awak lelaki. sayang sungguh 16 tahun. bukan sekejap. bukan baru jumpa. tapi kenal lama

sayonara tomodachi

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